My age of thirties.

In my childhood, in my age of tens, I was afraid of my parents. I grew up with fear and obedience to my parents. 

In my age of twenties, in my college days, my father restricted giving me financial support. 

When I was in my thirties I did not inherent any ancestral property or financial benefits from my parents. 

After my father passed away my mother wanted me to marry, but I did not marry as I was financially weaker. 

Since my age of thirties, I have been seeking for financial stability.  

My father passed away in the year 2004 due to heartattack. As he was drinking alcohol much over the limit. Thus he had become weaker. 

Before my father passed away, when I was in my thirties. In the year 2000. My father told me that he would transfer all his property and finances to his wife, my mother. This is because. My mother requested my father, to transfer his property and business to her name. So that she could be self-sufficient and independent living on her own. So that she would not be dependent on others. My father was also favorable to my sister. She was aware, knew about this.

Thus my father told me to earn my wealth on my own. By living independent. To become self-sufficient. He did not disclose anything about his business transactions and financial assets to me.

After he stayed away from me. His business declined, underwent loss, mismanagement and became weaker. Consequences of staying away from me. Removing me from his business.

At that time I had requested my father not to do so, because my mother was not capable of handling the business, or financials. 

After my father passed away my mother told me that she had not received any financials and property from my father. 

Thus in my age of thirties, I was trying to purchase property and create financial stability for myself.

It was not possible to achieve financial strength while I was in USA.

After returning back from USA in the year 2009. I went to Himalayan region on a spiritual pilgrimage, to visit places like, Haridwar, Badrinath, Vaishnodevi, Shimla. In the states of Himachal Pradesh and Uttarakhand.

Woman as a wife and mother.

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From 1996 to 2021. 

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Writting about my financial situation and it's connection to my purpose of life.

After returning back from USA in 2009 I wanted to live in a colder place. 

With lesser mosquitoes, insects, stray animals and dust.

My Life's journey.

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Sharing a few links below, to explore the journey of my life. It's an effort to provide better understanding of life. This might even help in finding solutions and answers to problems and questions.

Journey of my life.
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Link to this article.

My age of thirties.

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From 1996 to 2021. 

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Building location.

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GPA Power of Attorney.

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Father's friends

My father was an pleasure seeking person. He extracted pleasure from wine, liquor, meat, fish and women and men's company of his similar type. 

He admired those men and women who praised him and admired and respected his wrong addictions and his personality. 

He became happy with those who called him generous with respect. His friends who were similar like him used to praise him and he used to spend money on them. And he used to listen to his admirers who praised him. And his friends had an intention to extract benefit and their own selfish wicked advantage of liquor, meat and lavish addictions. 

Many of his disciplined friends who did not have bad addictions took advantage of his weakness by making false promises. All together they took advantage of his intoxicated state of happy mind. Which was a disaster to me. As he listened to his business advisors misguidance. 

He married his wife because she was good looking, beautiful and his relatives and parents arranged his marriage. His wife and my mother married him admiring his wealth and money, eventhough even though he had bad addictions and habits. She ignored his bad addictions and habits. Because her elder brother and her relatives already knew about my fathers bad addictions before marriage. But they also knew he was a wealthy man. 

After marriage my mother used to quarrel and fight with him for his addictions. This made his mind even worse because of her behavior tactics. She made severe efforts to control his lifestyle which destroyed the relationship. 

One of my father’s friends revealed about my father giving money to my mother after several years of my father’s death in 2021. Because my father had discussed about this to his friend before his death. According to my father's friend.

Before my father passed away he has taken loans from banks and other financial services, after that he has transferred all the money into my mother’s bank account. After that he passed away. My mother told me that she cannot give me any money. She told me earn my own living. 

He was into real-estate building construction business with wrongly registered notary stamp paper documents as an power of attorney holder instead of owner of the purchased land. 

After my father's death, banks, ( financial services ), seized, and overtook the hypothecated property of my father and recovered the money by selling it to others.

After my father’s death, my mother lied saying that she has not received any money from my father. She then started to prove to everyone that she is having no money. She then Started crying in front of her brother’s, and others, saying that she doesn’t have money and she started taking money from them. Her brother’s must know the truth so that they will not be fooled by her.

My mother tells lies and makes false drama. She hides the truth. She is dominating. She wants her son to be her slave. She wants to control her son, by not giving him money of his father. She wants to control by keeping the money. My mother is manipulative, not a truthful, not humble person. She becomes arrogant to achieve her selfish objectives.

Ancestral property inheritance.

https://bit.ly/3kWpEoW

Main page.

My autobiography.

https://bit.ly/3h8q22t

Link to this article.

Father's friends.

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Property inheritance

My mother always tried to mould my future in such a way which would benefit herself. I didn't understand in my childhood. but slowly understood as I grew up slowly. But I always tried to mould my future according to my own happiness. But I think, I am a good man. I have good intentions.

In my thirties. My mother tried to find me a girl which would be beneficial to herself. She did not give me financial strength to inherit ancestral property. She assumed that, she would lose her financial power by giving me her financial power, which was my ancestral wealth. 

Her priority was to protect herself, quite natural. But it was an obstacle to my own future. But she neglected my future security. When ever she is enquired, questioned. She starts to cry, shead tears, shows her helplessness. She has no intention to help. Saying she has no power to help me. She puts conditions, that if I listen to her, then maybe my future will be better. Blackmailing. 

My parents were afraid to give me financial power. They falsely assumed that it would be wrong to give me power. As they misunderstood that they would become my slaves. As they would lose their power to dominate, and to control me.

When I was studying in my college in 1995 my father had told me not to expect any financial help from him. He had told me that he would not provide me any financial help as he had also created his life on his own. Which was not true as he had inherited my grandfather’s house and land. He had told me that I must create my life without his support. He had told me that I had to be a self made man, to live my independent life with my own efforts. My father used to spend money on unnecessary things.

I remember my father had told me approximately in the year 2000, that he had decided to transfer all his family property and financials to his wife (my mother). At that time I had told him not to do so. As it would create a lack of management due to insufficient business experience of his wife (my mother). I thought my mother was not capable to handle business management and financial management, as she didn't have experience in business management. 

I think he might have requested some close relatives to help assist his wife (my mother) after his demise. I am not sure about the identity of this person, but I am doubtful it might have been my mother’s brother (doctor LS Kulkarni), or might be the husband of my mother’s sister shamala (DRB Desai). I am not sure about it. 

I have a doubtful wonder as to what would have happened, if he had given his wife cash currency, in the time of demonetization by the Indian government.  

After my father’s demise, My mother’s brother (doctor LS Kulkarni) had told me in 2004 and in 2009 not to stay in city Hubli as it might hurt me due to my father’s financial loans. I don’t know why my mother’s brother (pharmacist prakash s kulkarni) also had told me the same in the year 2020. The same thing was also said by Engineer (DRB Desai) also in 2004 and in 2009.  

My relative's told me that my sister has deposited money into my mother’s bank account. I feel this is a lie. I think if my sister wanted to help my mother financially then she could have paid for mother’s expenses monthly instead of depositing money into mother’s bank account. I think, not sure, that my mother inherited financial or property support from my father which was not revealed to me after his death. I think, to hide this my mother has taken my sister’s help.

Father's friends.

https://bit.ly/39K8QMR

Link to this article.

Ancestral property inheritance.

https://bit.ly/3kWpEoW

Main page.

My autobiography.

https://bit.ly/3h8q22t

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Father Mother Sister

When my father passed away he was not rich and wealthy, he passed away in 2004 due to heartattack, he had loss in his business. I did not inherit any money from him. As i do not own any property. I am living in rented house. 

May be I suspect my father had kept money in my mothers name in bank, by which she can survive. But she has not disclosed it to me. My mother is having nine brothers and sisters all together. My mother is living in karnataka. My younger sister was married in 2000 and living in Mumbai. But she also cannot help me.

I was Born and educated in Karnataka (belong to brahmin cast from Karnataka ). But I think that a person gets cast or religion by his actions and thoughts in their life. But some get cast by birth also.

I was Iiving in usa for 4 years from 2005 until 2009 , after returning to India I decided living in shimla because of the weather and climate.

 

I have lived in Himachal, uttarakhand, Himalayas, since 2010 until 2020, ten years. Worked as professor civil engineering, in several btech colleges.

In Greenhills kumarhatti solan,

Shoolini university, Bahra university, Bells Shimla, Sirda Sundernagar.

Father, mother, sister, relatives.

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My autobiography.

https://bit.ly/3h8q22t

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My Parents - Relatives

I look upon you with compassion of friendship as a humble brother and sister.

I feel happy when you wanted to know the truth of my life.

When you wanted to know more about me, to know me better.

Truth is sometimes bitter and we must be strong to understand and accept it.

My father was a alcoholic, because of which he had a loss in his business and underwent an heart-attack. That is why I did not inherit any property from him.

My father was lavish, he had bad corrupt manipulative friends.

My mother is superstitious and gets angry, shouts and quarrels over small issues.

She is possessive and wicked, she manipulates and lies,
in-order to achieve her desires, to dictate and dominate.

My mother never believes in being calm, gentle and humble,
rather she is arrogant and mischievous.

She enjoys making fun of people, to control them, by insulting them.

Many of her relatives are like her.

I have my own peace principles to live my humble life.
I prefer being gentle and calm to achieve peace and respect in society.

I meditate for peace and ask questions to myself, to find solutions towards peace and respect.

I analyze my problems to find peaceful solutions.

Many of my relatives do not think like me, because they think differently.

They have made wealth with different principles.
Thus they never help me as their thinking is different.

I have a good health because I have a good heart and mind.
I am strong at being humble and gentle in my heart.

Wisdom and peace in my mind.
Truth and joy in my heart.
Humble and gentle in my actions.

I am not Religious, but I am Spiritual.
My science does not tell me why lord Ganesh has a elephant face.
Or how he can sit on rat or mice.
Why lord Shiva has a necklace of snake.
Why Gods use weapons to kill human body, instead of healing the human minds.
How can a common man learn from them to live his everyday life of peace.

In simple terms God is about angels, being humble to achieve peace & brotherhood.
When lord Buddha and Mahatma Gandhi practiced non-violence.
I do not understand why gods make wars of bloodshed to kill the human body instead of healing the human mind to achieve peace and justice.
Usually gods kill the devils to achieve justice & establish peace.

I am trying to find like minded people and partners who can understand and appreciate these ideas.

Read more of my articles from my blogs:
(To understand me better, to know more about myself)

My autobiography.

https://bit.ly/3h8q22t

Superstitious, Dirty and Corrupt:
http://bitter-truth-manoj-kargudri.blogspot.com/2012/07/my-country-india-superstitious-dirty.html

I Never had sex in my Life:
http://realizations-by-manoj-kargudri.blogspot.com/2012/08/relationships-in-life-partnerships-in.html#sex-marriage

Difference between Lust and Love:
http://realizations-by-manoj-kargudri.blogspot.com/2012/08/relationships-in-life-partnerships-in.html#lust-love

My Realizations In Real Life:
http://realizations-by-manoj-kargudri.blogspot.com/2012/08/realizations-in-real-life-please-be.html

What is God & Religion:
http://realizations-by-manoj-kargudri.blogspot.com/2012/08/cast-god-and-religion.html

Relationships & Partnerships in Life.
http://realizations-by-manoj-kargudri.blogspot.com/2012/08/relationships-in-life-partnerships-in.html